But Mark held my hand and explained: it wasn’t about him being with other women. It was about me . He wanted to see me desired. He wanted to watch me reclaim the confident, sexual woman he had married—the one buried under laundry and carpools. He wanted compersion, that strange joy of seeing your partner happy, even if the happiness comes from elsewhere.
I have talked to women who agreed to hotwifing to please their husbands or to “keep him from cheating.” That is not ethical non-monogamy; that is coercion. It will break you. diary of a real hotwife
I am a better version of myself. I take care of my body now—not for other men, but because I remembered that I like feeling strong and sexy. I started a new hobby (ceramics). I wear the red dress to the grocery store, just because. If you are reading this “diary of a real hotwife” because you or your partner is curious, let me give you the advice I wish I had received. But Mark held my hand and explained: it